Break the Code 11/14/10

Been a busy few days. I picked up something new from Thistle. She’s able to send messages telepathically, and somehow, some of it rubbed off on me. She says that she imagines telephone lines, but I used more familiar imagery: chains. When I mentioned it to Jocasta, she freaked out. I need to get with her later and try and figure out why she reacted in the way that she did. I was using the lens of my Magic to help me visualize the interconnections between people, but the imagery is just a crutch, a tool to help overcome the plateau effect and crawl onto the next level. I think I’m starting to get good at this. With practice, I might even be able to fool someone into thinking that one of my broadcasts is their own inner monologue…but that might be taking it too far. Something like that is divisive in its very nature, the fact that it exists is enough to start sowing doubt in the group. The last thing we need is to fly apart at the seams right before we try and save the world.

Speaking of saving the world…I think I was too negative last time. I have to remember that I’m not alone. It’s not just me against Kane, it’s all of us. Teamwork is going to pull us through this fight, not one person throwing his life away for the good of the world. That makes for a neat hero story but I’d rather be the hero who lives to get the girl. Canard gave me the low-down that he had on Kane and his buds, it was really short. Apparently he hangs out with another Aztlani, a Tuatha de Dannan, a Greek, and a Scion of Loki. Intel is still spotty, but we’re all going to get together and pool data to help plan tomorrow. This is what I’m talking about, teamwork. Sitting in a hammock disassembling and reassembling my M16 isn’t going to accomplish much. I do definitely know that it’s clean, though. I should give the MP5 a once-over, too, even if I don’t necessarily plan to use it. A back-up weapon never hurts, and neither does spare 9×19 ammo.

Break the Code 11/12/10

Tom fiddles with his Raspberry, pulling up his mp3 storage and sliding his single earbud into his left ear. He clicks through the simple media presenter, finding the song he was looking for and humming it softly along with the music in his ear as he types.

We’re on the ship now, headed for Antarctica to meet our current destiny. It sounds preposterous, really. I have to stop a man that I’ve never met, but Canard and Amaranth have, from melting an entire polar ice cap and raising a continent that was supposed to be a myth. Sometimes I honestly wonder if everyone else has an idea of the scale that this encounter holds. We fucked up the Jotunhammer and millions of lives were lost. Millions more in this Wolf Age, this Sword Age…and if we fail here, everyone on Earth is going to die when the seas rise and flood the land. That much heated water will probably erode away the northern ice cap too, cover the entire planet in water. The sudden spike in heat in the oceans will kill the plantlife, and the fish along with them. The fate of the entire world is in the hands of seven people, seven demigods. The very word seems insufficient. Canard and his eight copies could probably give fighting off a small army a good go, at least before Amaranth drives them all insane or the Tamases put enough arrows out to make human pincushions of an entire battalion. So I did what I could. I made a phone call. I can’t lift mountains like Morrie, or shrug off a Magnum round like Jocasta. So I did what I could.

If you are near to the dark, I will tell you ’bout the sun

You are here, no escape, from my visions of The World.

You will cry, all alone,

But it does not mean a thing to me…

From everything I’ve heard about Mr. Taoka, he’s a formidable opponent and a bad dude. I need to learn more. Maybe I can interrogate Amaranth or Canard…Amaranth seems like a better source since they’re from the same pantheon. I still need to pass on everything I can to Jocasta while I’m here. She wants to learn Magic, and I’m eager to teach. I don’t know anything really flashy, the best I can do in a combat situation is nudge and prod and hope to throw a foe off-balance for a minute or two. Maybe it’ll be enough. Nevertheless, it’s knowledge that I need to pass on while I have the chance. I’ve known for a long time that I’m the most vulnerable out of all of us. I don’t know a thing about Thistle in combat, but I’ve got two decent tricks. When those fail, I’m out of luck. I know I’m going to do everything I can to stay in one piece, but if I’m going to end up having my heart weighed against Ma’at’s feather, I’m not going to just go gentle into that good night. I’ll fight with my dying breath to make sure that Kane Taoka is right next to me on the road to the Underworld. Hopefully it doesn’t come to that, but I’m prepared for that eventuality. Thoth didn’t sire a fool. I’ll make you proud, Dad. It’s what I came to do.

Knowing the song I will sing

When the Darkness comes to sleep,

Come to me, I will tell

Of the secret of the Sun.

It’s in you, not in me,

But it does not mean a thing to you.

(Note: I don’t own those lyrics and I don’t claim to own them. Please don’t sue me.)

Break the Code 10/23/10

Now that my Raspberry has finally had a chance to charge, it should be good for a couple more days. I’ll make sure to take the charger with me this time. I need some sort of bag or satchel for all this junk. Before we left Circe’s island, she told us that Willow would be staying behind to guard it, and we would be taking her apprentice, Thistle Odinsdottir, with us. She seems to be the quiet type, sheltered…I’m not entirely sure what to make of her. The Hands of Tyr offered to go to Loki in our stead, and I hesitate to send them into the lion’s den, but I can’t stop them either. Tyrone, I hope you’re safe.

We boarded a skiff and cast off from the island. Of course, as soon as we were gone, the mists rolled in and hid it once more. No surprise there. After a short sail we came to Piraeus and looked around to arrange transport. Unfortunately, Greek is one of the languages that I do not speak, so Chrysander had to do the talking. As we were walking to the taverna where we were going to meet the captain, I saw a fender bender turn into an all-out fistfight. I wanted to help, stop it somehow, but it was hopeless. Staying and breaking that fight up would have only sparked even more. It sounds like the prophesied Wolf Age is upon us, which means we need to stop this more than ever. The captain allowed us passage out of nothing more than curiosity, which isn’t as surprising as it should have been. It’s hard to deny Fate’s hand in things when I can give her a nudge and push her toward screwing up someone’s day.

I went to find a tailor’s shop with Jocasta and bought a new wool three-piece suit. There was one close to my size that just needed a few quick alterations. The owner didn’t look too surprised when I showed my concealed carry papers, I guess he gets cops in the shop every so often. Jocasta was trying on a suit and she fumed when I said that it looked nice, so I bought it for her. I had to quickly translate the words to Greek since she didn’t want to translate for me, but I hope she likes it even if she won’t admit to it.

I showered, changed clothes, and put the old suit in the laundry before I went down to speak with Canard briefly. We talked about combat tactics, about Thistle, and about the nature of fear. I’m very conflicted about him right now. I know I can trust him, but he also seems to be losing a little of his emotionless veneer, bit by bit. Droplets of…disdain? keep flitting through. I talked to him about an idea I’d been having…I can gently nudge the chains of Fate to disrupt an opponent, but I started to wonder what would happen if I pushed them harder…I would like to research it, but it would be a giant bother to Jocasta to translate all the books from Greek and there’s not enough time in the day anyway. Hopefully I’ll get a chance to do so soon. I should probably learn to speak modern Greek while I’m at it. If nothing else, so I can understand her vibrant, wonderful swearing. Hopefully I’ll get a chance to get to know Thistle a little better too, right now she’s a big ol’ ? and that doesn’t really work for me.

Break the Code 10/11/10

A strange fog came in today on the cruise liner. Willow and Morrie started evacuating the people from the upper decks, I went out to help and the fog cleared. We found ourselves not in the Atlantic, but in the Mediterranean Sea, somewhere near Greece! I went and spoke with the captain about exploring the only island in view, and he gave us a lifeboat to row over there. If nothing else, between all the muscle power in our retinue, we could row to Athens and catch a flight out, the dust in the sky is a lot thinner here. I had to return the vest I borrowed from Auric (I left him a note thanking him for letting me use his wardrobe but I want to thank him in person too) and we rowed out to the island. Jocasta had a funny feeling as soon as we got there, I’m concerned about her, to be totally honest. I know she wants to be the brick wall, the untouchable foe, but you can harm a person in a lot of ways without ever laying hands on them. I still want to keep her safe, despite her telling me that worrying about her is silly.

We followed a wolf pack that Canard spoke with (yeah, he can speak Canine apparently) and found a melee brewing right on the island! Some Norse giants and a Greek hydra were squaring off with another band. Very strange that Norse giants, and fire giants on top of that, would pair with a Greek hydra…Jo and I killed one after I fired a tracer for the eight Canards to pounce on and the rest retreated. Morrie had gone all Cu Cuchulain to beat on the hydra and Chrysander talked her down. I’ll have to learn to do that someday soon in case he somehow fails. (Not that I would expect it to fail on Morrie. She’s been making cow-eyes at him since the casino.)

The other group, the Hands of Tyr, made camp and offered us a place to stay. I got myself a sleeping bag and some water and I went to check on Jo. Chrysander was doing most of the talking and he assured me that there are some things that just can’t be fixed…and to tell the honest truth, I don’t buy it. Even if something can’t be fixed, isn’t it worth trying? My first attempts at making a pocketwatch weren’t failures, they just turned out like…scarabs…with watch-faces underneath their wings. Yeah, it was a lousy idea, but I felt compelled to make three of them. Luckily, the fourth pocketwatch turned out like a real watch! Now I’m settling in to sleep, I’m a little hungry but I don’t trust the food here. Circe worked her magic through foodstuffs and if that extends to food brought onto the island, eating could be serious trouble. I only took the water because the human body NEEDS water or it starts to break down from not being able to flush waste from its fluids.

P.S. – Dad, one of these days, you’ll have to teach me more about this Fate magic floating around in my head. You’re a god of magic and an arbiter, and I feel like both of those have flowed down to me, but I’m having a hard time grasping actual spells. These sun bullets aren’t going to be the be-all end-all forever.

Break the Code 10/4/10

Cruise’s coming to an end. I’ve spent a lot of time with Jo, and the rest studying, finding scrap and buying whatever bits of metal and cordless tools I can to work on some scarabs. I made a pocketwatch, too, with a brass body and a little knob, and the face done out in Greek numbers. I gave it to Jo, of course. She seemed like she liked it, even if she didn’t come out and say so.

To be totally honest, I’m worried about her. She says she’s a monster, and she’s got unearthly strength and speed and fortitude, but there’s a human heart in there too, and the way she looks when she’s tossing and turning…she fell asleep on a bench and I watched her, held her hand when she looked particularly restless, and she gave me the strangest look, like she had expected me to fade away or leave while she slept. Like I would. I’m not going to abandon her. I don’t work like that.

Earlier I happened to spot Canard working in the gym. Apparently he learned how to copy himself and the copies were killing each other to find ways to make himself…more resilient? I guess. It was a little goofy, to tell you the truth, and a bit comical. I eventually just had to talk into the center of the mob to avoid speaking to someone with six bullets rattling in his skull or a decapitated head. Compared to that, my strange ability to fire a gun without ammunition seems kind of tame. Nevermind that the bullets were blindingly bright and red hot.

Coming up on Loki soon in Reykjavik. He wants the bridge to Valhalla re-opened (I am thankful that I spent a month playing through Valkyrie Profile with all of this going on, even though I still need to research more into Ragnarok lore) and apparently we’re the best suited to the job. As usual, something will get figured out. I haven’t really thought much about the prophecy…I’m working it over in my head, but this isn’t a grand puzzle that I can solve. Fate has a tendency to snap at people who try to control it. (I’m looking at you, Oedipus.) The best I can do is keep my eyes and ears open and try and fit pieces to events before it’s too late.

Dad came to me in a dream. With the iGjallars down, apparently that’s all he can manage. (I also say apparently a lot. My Raspberry is predicting it and filling it in. Fascinating.) He told me that even with the Overworld blocked, I can still invoke him in a few ways, with a hand pressed to a surface. He calls it a Khabit Trap, seizing a shadow in place. It looked useful. I’ll have to remember it.

P.S. Dad, if you can read this, consider a shield for my next Visitation. Full body armor would just be weird and I’m awful with a sword. (You’d know about my B- in Fencing junior year at Yale.)

Break the Code 9/27/10

Where to start, where to start…I finally told Jocasta how I felt about her, and I kissed her too. It felt…right, somehow, like I’d been looking at a puzzle upside-down and finally turned it over to see the train instead of a mismatched hunk of metal. We went to the library the next day to do some research, into pantheons and legends and myths…I need to immerse myself in this world that I’ve been drawn into before I get sucked under a riptide and drowned with my own ignorance. We ended up focusing on the first part of the prophecy, about the thief’s child, and we drew up a short list of gods that could be considered thieves to help us understand parts of it. It could even be a human thief, or something else entirely. Prophecies are always vague, and they only really click after the events that they have prophesied, but that doesn’t mean that we can’t try.

After the research, Jo took me aside and explained to me that any attempts to be heroic and romantic and take a beating for her would probably be better left to just hitting her. Her reflexes and resilience are amazing. I know why she said what she did, but that doesn’t mean that I won’t do everything I can to keep her from being hurt. Just because I’m not supernaturally durable or strong doesn’t mean that I can’t help. After we got lunch, she ran off and I followed after her. I used my power to phase through objects for the first time, it felt like pushing through a vat of gelatin. I tried the door, but I was repelled, so I went through a wall after making sure no one was around. It was strange, but also liberating at the same time. Of course, I’ll only use it when absolutely necessary. Just because I can go nearly anywhere doesn’t mean that I should. I walked in on the twins, and they looked like they were getting ready to work out. Jocasta got right up in my face and made it perfectly clear that I was not to interfere, and that this was private. Of course, I agreed, and Chrysander had me set up the music. He seemed like he was needling her as they fought, trying to get a reaction out of her…and she reacted. It was brutal, savage, fury unrestrained. I thought she was going to beat him to death, and I couldn’t help but cry out. She stopped after several swings, but Chrys was fine. I went back to my room with a few books and read, pondered, sorted things out.

The thing that was really flooring me was the look in her eyes. There was so much fire, so much anger…it was like she put on a facade to deal with everyone else, and her real self was that blazing rage. But I thought about it, and you know what? That’s not such a bad thing. Yes, she beat the living daylights out of Chrysander, but she knew that he could take it, and he walked away, and still smiled at me. If she can unleash that at the titanspawn, well…they never have a chance, now do they? I’m not going to recoil from this. I still love her, and that doesn’t change because she showed me more of her inner self. Period.

I was doing some research when I heard Morrie shouting, and Willow came out of her room. The two of them threw down in the gym, Morrie trying to shake the doldrums away from Freya’s daughter. I can understand why Willow was so bothered, but she has to be able to look ahead at the future. People died when the Jotunhammer landed, and I still beat myself up over not figuring it out sooner, but we have to act or more people will die from the Fimbulwinter and Ragnarok. If we don’t do something, the world will end. What kind of a person curls up and hides when the end of the world is staring them straight in the face? I don’t care if I have to find a way to rewrite Fate entirely, I’m going to find a way to help those people. The innocent should not suffer under the yoke of the guilty. I won’t let the titans destroy this world.

ADDENDUM: I’ve found something very interesting. Hermes was one of the thief gods that we were considering days ago…but the Greeks also had a concept of “Hermes Trismegistus”, which was saying that Hermes and Thoth were one and the same. Could I be “the thief’s child” by extension? Thoth is a god of knowledge and magic, and a mediator, he doesn’t steal…but Hermes does, and if they ARE unified…then maybe I -can- do something.

Break the Code 9/13/10

We got together to do some prophesying since we were all out of ideas on how to proceed. I wasn’t especially pleased with the decision; I don’t think that mucking about with fate is a really good idea, nor is locking ourselves into one conclusion. Nevertheless, all four of our sybils got to work and they managed to produce two MASSIVE prophecies:

“The thief’s child
will be given a choice.
Their word has the power to tip the scales of Ragnarok
for good or ill.

The great winter is one of souls as much as seasons.
A wolf age, a sword age.
Thus, the greatest threat to man may be himself.

In the greatest darkness
might be found the hope of all three worlds.
To find the northward road, travel south.

The Morning star stands on Heaven’s door.
Darkness cast, those within must find their own path.
Apotheosis lies in wait,
In the seat of their origin.
But to fly, one must fall.
But to ascend, one must descend.
But to live forever, one must perish.
Plotters find themselves Puppets.
Planners find themselves Slaves.
The Petulant Child of the Sun will die,
victim to their own loyalties.
Victim of a parent they once desired.”

I sat down to think them through but Amaranth came up with a coherent solution first, predicated on their previous encounters with a former scion of Amaterasu named Kane Taoka, and one of his associates who was a scion of Loki. I keep examining the text to come up with alternate possibilities but nothing’s clicked so far. I need to keep working at it, it’s an iterative process. Just looking at puzzles and shattering them is boring, ciphers were boring for a long time too.

I spoke to Canard while I was working on it, the conversation was…enlightening, to say the least. I can’t claim to really understand what goes on behind those mirrored lenses but I don’t think he’s quite as emotionless as he seems. He probably just doesn’t give them much weight since he seems to find them as irrelevant distractions.

I went and put my gun away before I hacked away at the prophecies some more…and followed Canard’s advice and went to find Jocasta. I found her in a sauna, the water nearly boiling. One thing led to another and I found myself diving into the pool with her.

He wipes a drop of water off of the Raspberry with a towel before continuing, typing one-handed while the other dries the lingering moisture from his hair.

By all rights, I should have blisters from how hot that water was. My skin still doesn’t feel entirely PLEASANT, and I’m scalded pretty much from head to toe, but it seems like Fate gave me a pass for once. I think, little by little, she might be warming up to me. (Yes, I can appreciate that pun even to myself.) I came really close to kissing her once in there…but it didn’t feel right, holding her in my arms and she was as stiff as a statue. This is a marathon, not a sprint. Trying to sweep her off of her feet is only going to end with me on my back and an arrow in my throat. Patience…

We’re heading to Reykjavik in the morning to meet Loki. It’s almost certainly a trap but maybe we can learn something from the encounter. One can only hope.

Break the Code 9/1/10

I have to say, I never expected this to happen. We found out what the Jotunhammer was after a trip to see Groa the seer. The Fimbulwinter couldn’t be stopped because the Jotunhammer was a giant meteor. We’re talking end-of-the-dinosaurs Ice Age meteor. After we left Groa’s, we rolled down a mountain in a giant kinetic ball. I would have normally mentioned something regarding Super Monkey Ball, but I was too annoyed at myself. Why couldn’t I see the problem before? Fate says that Ragnarok is inevitable…so Fate itself is the problem. I couldn’t mention it to Groa; as an agent of Fate herself, she wouldn’t tell me anything that would help me disrupt it.

At the bottom of the mountain was the world tree, Yggdrassil. A tithe of blood was required to climb it, so we all cut our palms and climbed up. Jocasta cut mine and she did a really good job, just deep enough to draw blood. After she tripped me coming up the trail, I wondered if it was such a good idea, but I didn’t care at the time. I felt locked into fate; whatever happened would happen, regardless of choices. Up the World Tree, we found a refuge of the Aesir and their alfar allies. With mugs in hand, we watched the news come in. Tens of millions, gone. Everything within 200 miles of Vegas, gone. On top of that, the dust and silt in the atmosphere was projected to cause three years’ worth of winter. I feel at such a loss…Amaranth was getting on my nerves, so I went onto the patio to get some fresh air and suppress my urge to start blasting away with my GLOCK.

Jocasta came out onto the balcony and called her mother with the new phones we got, thankfully she was all right. We talked for a little while and I apologized for being obnoxious lately. My feelings for her haven’t changed, but…I dunno, with everything that’s happened, flirting like a high schooler just doesn’t feel right. Besides, it wasn’t working all that well, especially since she sent me sprawling.

Thomas stops typing on his Raspberry to idly scratch at the gauze on his hand.

She patched up my cut after I dripped blood on her wrist, and I did the same for her after an initial protest. I know she can take care of herself but damn it, I want to. She helped me feel better after I told her how powerless and trapped I felt. I couldn’t sleep so I stayed on the balcony and Amaranth texted me after a few hours to apologize for being a pain. We do have the same…or similar…goals, but we were just on different pages. Maybe if we all get on the same page, our teamwork will improve. One can only hope…

Apparently Loki sent a note and wants to meet us. I have no idea what he even wants, but nothing involving the Lie-Smith is good news. I’ll need to stay sharp for this one, see through the lies and find the truth. My compass isn’t revealing much lately, my abilities seem to be stagnating for the moment, but I can feel something building, something I can’t describe…

I need sleep before I pass out. There’s work to be done tomorrow.

Thomas looks around the darkened room as he saves the journal, looking at the phone and editing in an addendum:

I hope Jocasta’s resting well.

Break the Code 8/27/10

After spending the night synchronizing sleep patterns with Jocasta and looking at various media on this phone, we arrived at the foot of Mount Whitney and found a little tourist trap town. I let Chrysander get out and have a look around, glad that there wasn’t a huge dog on my lap anymore. Apparently there’s a foot path right up to the cabin, so we should be able to walk right up there. Maybe I should buy some crampons and pitons just in case…

I ended up going to a cold-weather gear supplier with Canard. Talk about poor conversation. I worry about him a little bit. Guy like that, always at full alertness and in Business Mode, that’s the kind of person who ends up snapping because he never takes any time to relax and attend to his personal needs over business. I’m not a hedonist, I enjoy the work that I do, but I also know when to take a breath and have a little downtime to refocus. He was in and out with a long coat but I grabbed a small ensemble. I can’t go from being custom-made from head to toe to just tossing a jacket on! Besides, this suit is made to be comfortable, it isn’t much for cold-weather conditions. Between the coat, the sweater, and the balaclava I picked up, I should stay warm enough while still having free access to my gun, compass, and glasses.

Jocasta and Chrysander are sleeping in the car, I’m in a hotel room. I almost wanted to stay behind with her, especially since I was flirting with her some more while we were milling about and getting our bearings, but I think at some point, it would stop being flirty, annoying, and somewhat alluring and just slide into clingy and obnoxious. If I try and inject myself into her life too much, she’ll get sick of me and lose interest. So, as much as I’d like to be out there with her, or even better, to have her in here with me, it’s probably for the best.

Tom looks out the small window of the motel, drawing the heavy drape aside to look at the rugged SUV sitting in the snowy street, the sky above dark and glittering with stars, softly illuminated by the streetlights of the small tourist trap town. Longing fills his eyes for a few brief moments as he turns from the window back to his Raspberry, fingers falling back onto the keys.

Maybe I should go out there and see if she needs a blanket.

Break the Code 8/22/10

This might end up a bit short, as I’m sitting underneath a fairly large dog and I don’t want to move around TOO much before he decides to take a bite out of my arm. The limo ride to the airport, and the jet airplane ride back toward Bixby Knoll, was tense, but I at least confirmed with Canard that we were all on the same page as far as using the heart to save Cybil. We got back after I filled in Jacques on the ride from the airport and Cybil’s condition had worsened. With the Heart of Winter in place, we were able to reverse Cybil’s condition, and even brought her back from transforming into some sort of beast. It’s common both of giantspawn and of spawns of Loki, and she revealed that she was adopted by Loki, but her actual godly parent was a jotun, and a seer at that. When we were chanting the spell to use the Heart to save her, I felt…different, like I was drawing on a memory, an eldritch identity encoded in my ichor, to smooth out the spell and tell Fate to go twist itself. I want to explore that feeling more. Maybe when I fall asleep, I’ll have another dream…hopefully I don’t dream too deeply, I want to be able to wake up if Delos decides that I look appetizing.

While we were talking inside the house, a girl rode up on a motorcycle with a sidhe. I watched her from the second-floor window for a while, but she doesn’t seem hostile. Her name is Morrie and she is apparently a Scion of The Morrigan, a Celtic death and war goddess. The Morrigan is pretty complex, and she’s even considered to be a trio of gods in some cases. She’s likened to a Norse valkyrie, but she’s not really like one of those Choosers of the Slain. Canard called the twins over and Jacques and I wandered over as well, and he used his force bubble thing as a cone of silence so we could speak freely. I mentioned to him that I think that our teamwork is shit and everyone else concurred, so at least I’m succeeding at making people aware of it. Ideally, we’ll be able to function as a collective team, making decisions together in an orderly, harmonious fashion, but if a strong leader is needed, I may have to step up if push comes to shove. I’m preparing for that eventuality, even though it’s not my preference. I’m all right at tactics, hell, I beat Ogre Battle on Hard, but I don’t know enough about everyone to really make accurate assessments of their capabilities. Like Jocasta here…oh, little gothic butterfly. I wish I could find a way to get you to open up, even a little bit. Still, the harder a puzzle, the sweeter the victory when it’s solved.

We’re heading to see Cybil’s mother at the top of Mt. Whitney so we can get some prophecies to try and head off Ragnarok. Hopefully we can get ahead of the game this time. I’ve still got things I want to do in this world, having it destroyed isn’t on the agenda.

Break the Code 8/11/10

Despite doing three of these from the backs of limousines, this is the only time that I don’t feel entirely private writing this.

Thomas glances up from the screen of his Raspberry, his gaze sweeping from Canard to Amaranth, then back to the briefcase on Canard’s lap. His eyes linger there for a moment before he goes back to typing.

Regardless, here it is anyhow. We’re in Forson’s limo, driving back to the airport to go back to the dwarves’ village. The Heart of Winter is in that case. I should be relieved. Willow pushed Gunnar hard enough to make him cheat, and obviously cheat, in the arm wrestling, and Chrys brought the house down with his performance. Forson even answered all of our questions to the best of his abilities. This should feel like a win, a solid, concrete win, the first with this Band of mismatched superbeings. So why does it feel so…tense? I didn’t feel this ill-at-ease when Chrys cornered me getting off of the elevator to have a few choice words with me.

Interrogating Gunnar didn’t feel like a group effort. It felt like we were shoving the man into the epicenter of a tornado and letting him get pulled in twenty different directions. Pile poorly-worded questions that gave him plenty of opportunities for outs without really establishing anything, and all we got out of him was the knowledge that the Heart was already used, and a promise to leave the dwarves alone. Sure, it was what I wanted to happen, but it would have been nice to at least ask, or call for a huddle.

So now we’re going back to Bixby Knoll to use the heart on Cybil to revive her. At least, that’s what I intend to see happen. After seeing the Heart disappear into that briefcase in the blink of an eye, I’m not entirely sure whether it’s going to be a consensus decision or not. I don’t like that feeling. We’re supposed to be a fucking team, we need to work together like one.

Tom looks up from the phone, glancing around at the faces in the limousine with him: Willow, Amaranth, Chrys and Jo, and Canard. His gaze lingers on each face for a moment, Jocasta shooting him an angry look as he lingers there slightly longer.

Then there’s the question of what to do about Ragnarok. If the Heart’s already been used, then we’ve failed in a very real sense. Whatever this Jotunhammer is, it might very well be the next thing we go after. As it is, I’m not entirely sure that I can trust everyone, and that’s a very real problem. I don’t know how to fix it, but I know that I have to try.

Hell, if I can’t, maybe their parents can straighten them out.

Break the Code 8/3/10

Sheesh, sleep for one day and the whole world turns upside down. Well, kind of. I wasn’t just sleeping, I was dreaming. I was in a maze, or more of a labyrinth. Naturally, I made my way toward the exits in record time, using the compass Thoth gave me to help keep the map in my head straight. Then, the path abruptly dead-ended, but the compass needle swapped from pointing north to point straight at the wall. Dream logic took over and I walked through the wall. It felt strange, like pushing my way through a giant flan. I felt the compass get warm in my hand and then I woke, with the real compass in my real hand, needle pointing straight at me. It’s too much of a coincidence to be just a dream. Next time we come upon a locked door, I’ll see if I can push my way through. Sure beats ripping it off of the hinges…

I woke late last night and found the rest of the group, along with a quiet spot to rest again. I napped for a few more hours, waking to find breakfast and Chrysander pulling me aside to give me pointers on being a Scion or whatever. I may not know all about divine struggles and the current good vs. evil shtick, but I do know what I believe in, so I’m letting my heart be my compass…along with the actual compass. Guess you can never have too many compasses. I came back, ate, and drank a tankard of ale. Nothing like a smooth mug of beer to take down breakfast. One of the dwarves gave me a chainmail holdout vest to replace my Kevlar-and-ceramic, and considering the circumstances, I made the switch. Cybil was going crazy in her bed, apparently she needs the Heart of Winter to live. This whole situation reeks of deception. I have a hard time trusting a scion of Loki, despite what she says. Knowing how much I inherited from Thoth, it’s difficult to believe that she did not inherit as much from the trickster of the Norse.

Canard supplied a helicopter and we flew over to the building where Gunnar was supposed to be keeping the Heart. Amaranth and I went around the back to try and find information while Canard and the twins went up front to run interference. She went all crazy-invisible and I put the fear of God into one of the guards after they spotted me and took a shot that went wide. I wonder if that’s another power and not just sheer gravitas…a security guard ought not to be intimidated by one man who hadn’t even pulled a gun. Maybe it was Amaranth’s doing. In any case, we walked into the mainframe room and found a whole lot of nothing. It was a trap. Gunnar brought us to the board room and challenged us to a set of contests: arm-wrestling, storytelling, and a baseball contest. We were stuck. The Heart wasn’t there, and it wasn’t like we could sneak around the building since he said that he could smell us coming and the whole structure was watched on closed-circuit. With little choice but to play his games, we retired back to a hotel to regroup. Willow is a natural choice for arm wrestling, with Jocasta as our reserve. Jacques and Chrysander are our candidates for the storytelling; Chrys is apparently a classically trained singer. Canard volunteered for baseball. None of the challenges are up my alley, so I’ll be rooting everyone on along the sidelines.

I invited the Tamases back to my room to make sure everything was all right after I saw a flash of emotion across Chrys’ face. The twins assured me that everything would be fine, and I somehow ended up in a staredown with Jocasta. Chrys left and Jo and I talked. Well, not so much “talked” as “stared at each other for an uncomfortably long time to ramp up the tension in the room, then talked.” I pressed her kind of hard, partially to see if she would actually break and partially because Jo is still a mystery to me in a lot of ways. An elegant, sexy mystery, but a mystery nontheless. When the tension broke and I told her I was attracted to her, she looked like she wanted to throw me off of a bridge, and she flat-out asked if I knew how to get repelled back to normalcy. What can I say? She’s hot. I guess I like them sassy.

I’ve been watching this eye spin on the table. I still feel badly about taking it from the troll corpse, but from what I understand, killing trolls entails doing the dwarves that they used to be a favor. I suppose the crystal eye could be interpreted as a gift, then. I get a feeling of obfuscation from it, like it conceals the truth. Not exactly my speed, but it might be handy as a method of keeping something private until I’m ready to reveal or use it, like a card key or a critical piece of information. I’ll ask around one more time at the dwarf village when we go back.

Break the Code 7/14/10

Back in the limo once again, with Jacques and two women, a dwarf and a Scion. A Scion of Loki, apparently. Needless to say, I’m keeping my phone screen where she can’t see it. She says that we can trust her, and she gave a second prophecy to go with the first one (that we figured out: “light is the enemy of your friends” refers to dwarves. Go figure, dwarves. What’s next, Elrond?) to conveniently place herself in our company. I threw a simple slip test at her and she stumbled, but since she was tied up in a mine with trolls and a dwarf, it was a reasonable slip. It would have almost been too clean for her to catch it right away. She said I sounded like a cop, and I couldn’t help but grin.

I have to say, I felt pretty inadequate facing down trolls. (Refer back to aforementioned “magic gun” statement.) I got a shot off but it was painfully clear to me that bullets are not the answer here. I can keep myself safe…if the usual tricks of gravitas and charisma work on trolls and giants…but when Willow dives down an elevator shaft headfirst, I might as well just lean against a wall and question the trolls’ parentage. Willow is a strange one. Not hard to tell that she’s Norse, leaping before she looks. The twins are pretty loaded for bear too, those bows are pretty fierce.

Speaking of which, Chrysander seemed really on edge when we were shaking down the dwarf and the Scion. (Another red flag: she’s a prophetess named Cybil. A sybil named Cybil. Too convienient.) He eventually got everyone moving by shouting loud enough to practically shake the whole mine shaft. He prodded me when I had to sit through all the breaking and entering to get down there in the first place (note to self: lockpicking might be the lesser of two evils here), maybe I should talk to him. The twins really feel like wild cards; they’re a unit unto themselves, and everyone that isn’t with them is distrusted. Not that I particularly mind since they handily proved their combat prowess, but I don’t want to end up on the other side of a conflict from them. Maybe I should have a talk with the two of them later on.

Also, Jacques’ staff is not to be trifled with. Watching trolls copulate is something that I wish I could forget. Talk about Bad Romance…we’re driving the dwarf to her village. I got a crystal eye from one of the trolls, but once I found out that the trolls are transformed dwarves, it felt like grave robbing. I want to give it to someone who it will mean something more to than just an empowered trinket. Maybe it’s the Egyptian blood in me, but looting innocent bodies feels as wrong as needlessly robbing a ranger station of a dozen maps. At least she plunked down $300 for the damages. Really need to pick up a set of lockpicks…and convince Willow not to rip down the locks before I get a chance to pick them.

Still not sure what to do with this compass. It’s just pointing North. Also not sure how to reach Canard, or even if I want to…but some firepower is better than no firepower. Maybe I just caught him on a bad day. Can’t condemn him on a first impression, even though I can’t shake the feeling that he’s involved in something dirty. Maybe a lot of dirty somethings. Even so, it comes down to scale. Work from big to small. That’s how it’s done.

Break the Code 7/7/10

Even though I can seem to remember details of events weeks later, I’m going to jot some things down in case I need them later. The letter from my mysterious benefactor led me to a hotel in Las Vegas, and to a man named Canard who nearly pulled a gun on me. I’ve had a gun pulled on me before, so I stayed calm and let him lead until I figured out what the score was. I could have tried to induce him to guilt, but I’m honestly uncertain as to whether he has any.

Inside the conference room, I was introduced to the benefactor, Thoth. As in the Egyptian god, and he is apparently my real father to boot. That explains my black hair, and why I tan easily. Everyone else that had been gathered with Canard had a divine benefactor as well, and I could only assume that they were the progenitors of the other…”scions”, I believe the word was. Everyone else had not been given their divine birthrights, so they were given out while I observed and drank a damn fine ’57 brandy from a man named Jacques, who I’m riding in a limousine with now. He seems like a nice guy. There were a pair of twins there that were new, too, the girl seemed a little withdrawn and they’re both pretty sharp with a bow. I’ve still got my GLOCK from Langley but it’s not a magic gun, so I’ll leave the heavy lifting to the three archers in the bunch. I can’t believe I just typed “magic gun”.

We’re heading off to California to search for the Heart of Winter, an object that is supposed to be crucial in halting Ragnarok. It’s more exciting than cracking a Columbian drug ring, that’s for sure. Those Columbians always use really simple ciphers. One of the twins, the girl, hit a discordant riff on her guitar and gave a prophecy, and I’m still grappling with it. “Light is the enemy of your friends”…well, it tells us that we’re not going to encounter any grues. Or, I suppose, if we do encounter grues, that they’re friendly grues. Either way, I don’t have to worry about being devoured for wandering around in the dark without a light. It could be a warning against waving around high-power flashlights for fear of drawing some sort of monstrous tunneling insects. It’s a prophecy, I’ll figure out the meaning when it becomes relevant. Driving to California in a limo beats riding in the back of a van, I gotta say that. Jacques is breaking out the hors d’oeurves again, no crumbs on the smartphone.

Break the Code 7/5/10

Three days earlier…

The man looked like a clash of styles, something that should have been rubbed out on an artist’s easel for being too confusing. Short, jet-black hair, bits at odd angles like he had just been roused from sleep, and a clean-shaven chin clashed with the old-style half-moon eyeglasses resting lightly on his thin nose. His smartly-tailored black suit, crisp white shirt, and thin black tie clash with the beaten brass tie tack holding the accessory to his chest, fashioned in the shape of the Scales of Justice. In one hand, his PDA smartphone, and in the other a sheet of crisp, white computer paper. Around him, plain-clothes FBI agents move to get into positions, one in particular glancing in his direction and subtly motioning for him to stay back. He knew the dance by now; he had come to half a dozen of these, and he always insisted on showing up. It was part of the deal, the price for his service.

The mind wraps its secrets in symbols. Words, letters, and numbers are simply symbolic representations of concepts, so it is a simple matter to exchange one set of symbols for another, or to change the rules that govern how the symbols collide to form meaning. The man’s mind had always had a penchant for disassembling and reassembling symbols to dig for their meaning. When he had discovered the ciphers in the back of Scientific American as a pre-teen, he had devoured them, dismantling them and putting them back together faster and faster. Ciphers were easy; codes were significantly more difficult, and he had cut his teeth on simple codes when he branched out into computer science on the way to his degree in Mathematics. Codes, unlike ciphers, are their own languages, and are much harder to break, but he had displayed an aptitude for it that led him to here and now.

His aptitudes had caught the eye of the NSA’s feeder programs, but he had bucked, resisted at the thought of working for No Such Agency. It was not that he had any dislike for the law; he felt that the law was the best tool for ensuring Justice, which was the best way to ensure civility. He had simply felt that it was not his direction. Shortly after his graduation, he received a package, lacking a return address and containing the tack he wore, along with a hand-written note, the text ciphered and signed with a strange symbol. A few years later, after his first consultation with the FBI, he had received a similar package and letter, containing the eyeglasses on his nose. The cipher had been more difficult, but he still shattered it with ease.

After a few minutes, the plainclothes agents emerged from the short, squat warehouse that they had entered, along with a dozen men in clothes ranging from T-shirts and shorts to dress shirts, ties, suspenders, and fine slacks, all of them short, dark-haired, some hiding their slanted eyes behind dark sunglasses. Yakuza. The agent that had waved him off before now motioned him closer, and the man walked, his strides light and easy. He strode down the line, looking from one criminal to the next, weighing them with his eyes behind the thick lenses, the light of the sun hanging low in the sky glinting from the tie tack. Intuition bore down on him, confirming what he had already suspected. He glanced to the agent, and nodded. The other FBI agents escorted the criminals to waiting SUVs, the vehicles wheeling away slowly toward the nearest police station to begin processing. “Nice work, Tom. That was a nasty code they were using.”

“It wasn’t a code, it was a cipher. Just garbled through three different languages.” It had stumped him temporarily until he had identified the base language, which led to a different revelation entirely. These criminals were slick, and had used Egyptian hieroglyphs to start their cipher. A quick trip through a few books and the whole thing had fallen wide open. Once he had cracked the cipher, a third package had arrived at his door, addressed to Mr. Thomas Oliver, just as the others had been, and containing a heavy compass, the body cast from solid copper, aged with a dark green patina. The cipher in the letter would have been wickedly difficult even three months before, but he destroyed it with alarming speed. He also recognized the mark signing the letter, the head of an ibis. The letter’s text was different, however; the previous two simply commended the reader for breaking the code, but this one requested his presence at a hotel in Las Vegas. Destiny seemed to tug at him, and he knew that he could not fight its flow.

“Yeah, well, it was damn fine work all the same. Do you want to come with me to processing?” The agent walked to an unmarked Ford, opening the passenger door for Thomas, but he shook his head. “I’m sorry, Agent Fields, but I can’t. I’m heading out of town and I have to leave right away. I trust that you’ll take care of all of the arrangements.” The FBI man just nodded, climbing into the car before it pulled away from the curb. Oliver had brought his own car, and he moved to it, glancing at his duffel bag and carry-on in the back. He could afford fresh clothes if he needed them, but he had packed anyway. He was heading for a meeting, or perhaps a confrontation, with his mysterious patron, and he could only wonder at the implications. The head of an ibis bird was the trademark of an Egyptian god, Thoth, and his research made Thoth look like the patron of puzzles. What kind of a person would use Thoth as his trademark?